Thursday, May 3, 2007

Dear all,
Hope everyone's been doing fine.
Yesterday Was a really bad day for me. Kept on disappointing people, not living up to the standards that is expected of me, not being able to remember all the things that I'm required to do...etc.
It's a really bad feeling, to be given all this responsibility, but yet not have the capacity to handle it, and I feel useless, like how I look at some people so useless in what they do and yet I'm like them.
Came back from work in the darkest mood. Really felt down. Just felt I needed God more than anything. Didn't just need prayer support, but what I really needed was him
And you know what? He came and comforted me.
I started picking up all the Godly books that I previously neglected and started reading them.
I glanced at cards that my parents used to send me from australia, with bible verses.
Read through Bible verses that my dad sent to me via sms from long ago.
Had quiet time from the first page in the daily bread that i turned to.
And from every single verse, I felt God comforting me. Telling me that I am blessed, and that no matter where we are, as long as we have him we have life meaningfully and abundantly. John 10:10.

Today was much better, 10X better, despite the fact I didn't eat from 6am (one muesli bar) to 8pm (one bowl of korean noodles) or that I was running around from camp to camp so busy or one of my colleagues got hospitalised from fits (he's fine now), I felt God had made my day, and that he had answered my prayers.
So brothers and sisters, don't give up praying. It works :)
With a bad day, he might just be using it to draw you closer to him :)
Take Heart!! GOD BLESS!!!